shtylf goes to life...

Sira!

2006-01-19T17:50:00.000-08:00

Andito na naman ako.

Sa madilim na sulok ng parisukat na ito.

Umiisip ng paraan paano tutungo at makakawala mula dito...

Ngunit ang hirap pala...

Nabulok ang kalamnan ko't parang naging abo..

Utak kong dati'y parang telepono kung kumilos

Ngayo'y parang kinalawang na lamang sa di mawaring dahilan

Anu pa't naging batikan ako sa larangan na ito...

Wala rin namang tutunguhan at pupuntahan...

Ipihit mo man ang kadena sa katawang palason na

Wala ka na rin namang magagawa para dito...

Ngunit...

May paraan pa kamo...

Naabo man ang lahat..

May gamot pa naman dito...

Kumabig at lumaban...

Wag' padadaig sa lintik na kamalayan

Madilim man ang sulok na aking natunguhan..

Alam kung bukas ay darating pa ...

Araw ay muling liliwanag..

Upang ang lugar na kinalalagyan ko'y

Bumalik sa buhay...

kahapon ay hindi maaring bukas

2006-01-18T21:26:00.000-08:00

Akala ko madali ang magmahal! Mali naman pala... Dahil magmamahal ka nga puro sakripisyo at pasakit lang ang dala. Noong bata ako, lagi kong pinapangarap na magkaroon ng prinz charming o kya isang knight na magmamahal at magaaruga sa akin ng todo. Yun ngalang walang taong gnyan sa ngayon.. OO alam ko, illusyunada ako. Mahilig mangarap ng pawang walang katotohanan. Pero sa munting pangarap na yun ko lang natupad ang aking kahilingan na walang katulad.

Ngunit ngayon, tumatanda na ako! hindi ko na rin siguro inaasahan ang fairytale na ganyan. Walang taong ganyan sa ngayon. Sa pangarap lang ang mga yan. Pangarap na puro sakit lang ang dala... Dahil minsang nagmahal ako, nabigo din ako.

OO, tama nagmahal na ako... subalit puro sakit lang ang naransan ko. Naging kami nga, wala namang kwenta. Dahil puro lokohan lang ang nakakamit ko sakanya. Umaasang seryoso sya sa akin, yun pala'y pangako lang yun na walang patutunguhan kundi isang kamunoy na malubhang mapanganib. Minahal ko siya hindi dahil kung anong meron sya kundi kung ano sya sya talga. Pero sya, ewan ko... Ginawa ko na lahat para mahalin nya ng buo at totoo pero ang pagmamahal lang nya'y purong kasinungalingan at walang patutunguhan. Di' ko nga alam kung ano pa ang pagkukulang ko sakanya. Tama na siguro ang pagpaparaya ko. Tama na siguro ang pagpapakatanga ko. Ilang libong beses na nyang ginawa, at ilang libong beses ko syang pinatawad. pero sa ngayon napagod na ako. Masasabi ko na lang hindi lang siya ang lalaki sa lupa. mga matatagal ng kasabihan ng mga babae, pero marapat na tuldukan ko na lahat ng ito. Nakakapagod din naman kasi.

Kaya ngayon at sa darating pang mga bukas. Mag-isa akong susuong sa mahirap na daan, kasama ng mga nagmamahal sa akin. Mawala man siya doon, marahil hindi ko na siya hahanapin...

Masarap magmahal ngunit kung ang kapalit ay puro pasakit lamang, marapat na hayaan na lang ang pagmamahal na yan dahil kung ang tanging taong pagbibigyan lang ng ginintuang regalo na yan sa taong walang paki alam. Mabuti pang wag na lang....

NATAPOS KO NA.... hehehe

2005-12-06T18:49:00.000-08:00

hay. naku. ngayon lang...

2005-12-04T21:44:00.000-08:00

Matagal na since nagtype ako dito. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Siguro tamad lang me.. Hehehe.. Addict kasi akong manood lang ng tv at masydong busy last sem. Anyway, andito kami ngayon sa library.. Sa totoo lang ang daming problema ngayon sa buhay ko na hindi ko alam kung ano. Hirap pala ng ganito... Masisiraan ako ng ulo.

Anyway, last summer.. (tagal na noh...) May nameet akong tao, naging special siya sa buhay ko but ayun hindi parin pla ok... hehehe... corny.... to be continued... hahaha

Tatamad nanaman ako.. kaya saka na lang me type dito.. Sakit na aksi ang ulo ko.. sobrang sakit.. As in super... wala magawa... ahahahh..cge maya nlng.... ay.. basta saka na lang... tatamad nako...

typing day

2005-01-29T16:38:00.000-08:00

HAR!HAR!HAR!

Gravah! na etich.... Sobrah na etoy... Whole day akow nagtype.. butei nga nakalarga pa akow.... Anditow akow ngayon sa coputer shop... eto kasi ang place na pwde akong makapagblog... As of now naagreresearch akow para sa mom kow.... hehehe.... Nakakabagot na nga, di pa ako tapos gumawa ng projecta nd assignment kow tapos Sunday na bukas......... Sana my power na lang aako... HAR!HAR!HAR! Ayan katatapos ko lang sumagot sa survey sa friendster... Tinamaan ako ssa isang question don... kung baga... nakakaloko... sobra.......heheheheh

cge maya ulit.. ok

2005-01-26T16:46:00.000-08:00

beware........coz u'll never know sinong masmasasaktan inthe end.......worth reading.....trustme..... Bakit gano'n? Minsan akala mo nakita mo naang guy na gusto mong makasama habangbuhay. Yung tipong kaya mong gawin lahat parasa kanya. Pakiramdam mo pa nga, mamamatayka pag nawala sya. Kasi sa kanya na umiikotang mundo mo. Pero isang araw, paglalaruan kang tadhana. May makikilala kang mas higit sakanya. Mas matalino, guwapo atmabait. Ganito ang nangyari kayJosette. She met Dex, a very handsome guy. Aneligible bachelor. Siyempre, nung una, pinigilan nyaang kanyang nararamdaman. She said, "it's justan infatuation." But when he started to show signsna may gusto siya sa dalaga, di na rin maitagoni Josette ang kilig na nararamdamannya. When Dex asked, "Do you have aboyfriend?" Biglang natameme si Josette... she looked athis angelic face at nanghinayang kungpakakawalan ang lalaking katulad nya. Kayakahit nagkandasamid-samid sya sapagsisinungaling, sinabi nyang "I am very much available!"Para syang nagka-memory washout... she forgotthat she's alreadycommitted. Medyo komplikado na ang sumunod nakabanata. Dahil alam ni Dex na wala pang nagmamay-arisa puso ni Josette, masugid siyang nanligaw dito.He did everything to win her heart. Araw-araw,may supply ng chocolates and roses si Josette.From time to time, she need to check her emaildahil madalas siyang magsend ng sweet messagessa dalaga, di pa siya nakuntento sa pagtitextat pagtawag sa cellphone ni Josette. (Kayamadalas naka-off o kaya naka-silent mode ang CPni Josette kapag kasama nito ang kanyangreal boyfriend na si Alex) Dahil sa sweetness niDex, lalo siyang nadevelop sa binata. Si Dex naang laging laman ng utak niya. May mgapagkakataon pa nga na natawag niya si Alexsa pangalang "Dex", mabuti na lang at magka-rhyme ang names nila kaya di nahalata ng jowaniya. Haaay naku! At eto na... dahil lulong na siJosette sa pagka-inlab sa new found fafa niya (andshe can't dump the legal one dahil mahal nya rinito), pumasok sya sa isang napakamasalimuotna sitwasyon. Sinagot nya si guy numbertwo! Tuwang-tuwa naman ang loko, Dex almost hitthe ceiling sa kalulundag habang pinagpapawisanng malamig si Josette. Mixed emotionang naramdaman niya. Di nya alam kung matutuwaba siya o matatakot. Happy kasi napatunayannyang malakas ang appeal nya sa mga guwapo.And afraid kasi baka mabuko siya ni Alex.Alam niyang mali ang naging desisyon nya, pero sheis so fascinated with the idea of havingtwo boyfriends at the same time. Exciting di ba?Ang haba talaga ng hair niya! She told herself, "i-enjoy ko muna 'to... tsaka ko na iisipin angmga consequences." Pero sadyang natabunan na yata ng kiligang kunsensya nya. Nakakatulog ka pa rin syanang mahimbing sa gabi kahit alam niyang nilolokonya ang dalawang taong nagmamahal sakanya. Biruin nyo, magwa-one year na sila ni Dex!At magti-three years naman sila ni Alex. Ang bilisng panahon, di nya napansin na masyadonang lumalim ang relasyon niya kay Dex,habang patuloy siyang inuunawa ng totoo niyangnobyo kahit gasgas na ang mga excuses niJosette. Kesyo busy sa work, kailangan ngovertime, traffic... lahat na yata ng pwedengirason, sasabihin niya kayAlex. And one afternoon, nag-surprise visit sa officenya si Alex. Josette forgot that it's their3rd anniversary. He brought her a cake, stuffedtoy and balloons. She was really surprisedkasi kakatext lang ni Dex na on the way na siya toher office para i-treat sya ng lunch. Kumakabogang dibdib ni Josette sa sobrang takot. The timehas come. Ito na yung kinatatakutan niyangmangyari. Pero bago pa nakapag-isip ng solusyonsi Josette, isang pamilyar na mukha angpapalapit sa kanila. Dex is smiling at her habang hawak- hawak ang bunch of white roses. Tuminginsi Josette kay Alex, at his face, kitang-kita nyaang nagtatanong namata. Si Dex ang unang bumasagng katahimikan. "Heart, birthday mo ba?" tanongni Dex patungkol sa mga dala ni Alex. Halosdi maibuka ni Josette ang kanyang bibig sasobrang nerbyos. Tila may nakabara sakanyang lalamunan. Nang biglang magsalita si Alex, "ah.. eh...pare, magpapasama sana ko dito sa pinsan kokasi birthday ng mommy ko... kaso may lakadpala kayo. By the way, I'm Alex, cousin niJosette." "I'm Dex, boyfriend ni Josette. Eh di pinsanna itatawag ko sa'yo?" pagbibiro ni Dex sabaytapik sa balikat niAlex. "Oo ba! So, pano? Mauna na ko..."Mahinahon niyang tugon. "Sige, cousin... tuloynako..." maluha-luhang baling ni Alex kayJosette. Pagkalabas na pagkalabas ni Alex sa kuwartoay nagpaalam si Josette kay Dex na may ibibilinlang for her aunt. Hinabol nya si Alex. Napakabilisng mga hakbang nito ngunit naabutan pa rin niyaito sa hagdan. "Alex, wait...please... magpapaliwanag ako..." pagmamakaawani Josette. "What for? I love you, Josette... at ayawkong gumawa ka pa nang kasinungalingan justto lessen the pain na nararamdaman kongayon..." nanginginig na sabi niAlex. "Please forgive me..." pakiusap niJosette habang umaagos angluha. "I will forgive you soon, Josette... pag-aaralan kong mapatawad ka kasi mahal na mahalkita..." pagkasambit ng mga katagang iyon aypumatak na ang masaganang luha ni Alex. "Ihave something to give you... ito yung matagal konang gustong ibigay sayo, na sana ngayon koisusuot sa mga daliri mo..." isang maliit na kahonang kinuha ni Alex sa kanyang bulsa. Isaitong engagement ring. "I want it gold kasi itrepresents the pureness of our love... sayang kasi ni- rehearse ko pa naman kung pano koitatanong sa'yo ang 'will you marry me?'... kala ko ikawang masu-surprise... I didn't expect na ako palaang magugulat..." "Alex..." ito lang ang nasambit niJosette. Sinayang nya ang relasyong inalagaan nilanoon. Sinaktan niya ang lalaking nagbuhos sa kanyang wagas napagmamahal. "Pinapalaya na kita, Josette. Balikan mo naang lalaking yun sa itaas. Wag mong sasabihinsa kanya ang tungkol sa atin, ang tungkol saakin... Alagaan mo ang relasyon ninyong dalawa.Don't worry about me, I'll be okay... kakayaninko 'to... Goodbye!" Hilam sa luhang sabi niAlex. Pagtalikod ay tumakbo na ito patungo sakanyang kotse. Ngayon lang napatunayan ni Josette na siAlex ang tunay niyang mahal. Napakabuti nitosa kanya. Pero huli na ang lahat. Hindi naniya maibabalik ang dati nilang pagtitinginan. Hindina niyang kayang tapatan ang pagmamahalnito. Bumuntung-hininga si Josette. Pinahid ang luhaat inayos ang sarili. Aakyat siya at kakausapinsi Dex. Ipagtatapat niya ang lahat. Handa nasiyang harapin anuman ang maging pasya nito.Kahit kamuhian pa siya niDex. "I am not worthy of their love..." bulong nyasa sarili.

2005-01-26T16:35:00.000-08:00

Today! TOday!....

Ahh... basta ngayon... un lang... hehehe.... anyway e2, totoo pala ang intuition ko sa journ... hmmm!!! pero di bale i will try my best na pumasa... hahaha...... dilang basta try gagawin ko...

Anyway kagagaling lang namin ni cza sa kfc yun kumain lang.... kaya eto busog ako..... teka lang.... parang ala ng kwenta itong sabi ko.... cge next time nlng... andito pala ako sa library.... sa social science kami... un lang....

FAmous line pag nagBREAK........

2005-01-25T15:45:00.000-08:00

something to read makarelate sana (famous Breakup
lines)

These are just some of the famous break-up
lines... Alin ba dito ang narinig o nasabi nyo na?
NYAHAHAHA!!!

1. "I just realized that I don't want to be touched."
-- Never kita hinipuan noh..... baklang to......

2. "I'm confused and I need some time out to find
myself!!!"
-- Eto flashlight, go look for yourself!

3. "Maybe this is not the right time for us."
-- Anak ng tipaklong! anong oras ba dapat?!
alas-kwatro?

4. "Di kita maalagaan ng tulad ng ineexpect mo.
You deserve someone better. That's not me."
-- Bakit sinabi ko bang gusto ko ng YAYA????

5. "Lasing lang ako kagabi. Sorry."
-- Eh ako ba lasing? Sino nagsabi sa iyo na
gus2 ko ng lasing..... LASINGGERO!

6. "We are too different from each other."
-- Bakit anong klaseng ANIMAL ka??

True lies and true lines:

7. "We have to meet other people to see what it's
like to be with someone else. I'm giving you that
choice. if you come back to me, we'll both be
better from having chosen freely."
-- HoY! mga palusot mo! break kung ayaw mo
na...dami mo pang satsat eh!

8. "Someday, hahanapin kita, when we're both
ready. When we don't care about the odds. Kung
tayo talaga, tayo rin in the end, di ba?"
-- tataguan na kita! kala mo magpapahanap ako!!

9. "I really think that we should break
up." "Why?" "Because I don't know if I still love
you."
-- Eh ala k nman plang utak kc, how wud u
know???...BOBA

10. "I just realized I haven't had time to walk my
dog..."
-- Pochang aso yan, buti kung ma-ano mo yan....
-- cge pa-ano ka sa aso mo..... anliit kya ng ano
nyan.....

11. "It's not you, it's me...
-- nyahahaha...... Buti alam mo

12. "Talagang kapatid/kaibigan lang ang turing ko
sa'yo, e. Let's keep it that way."
-- hinahalikan at nagpapa-ano k pala sa kapatid at
kaibigan...
.... tsk tsk tsk...... INCEST YAN!!!

13. "we are not growing anymore."
-- IKAW lang no..... try mo kaya mag-GROWIE......
"tatangkad din ako"

14. "I don't have feelings for you anymore."
-- Eh pano, gus2 mo lng makipaglaro sa apoy....
d nman kc kelangan ng feelings dun...... "URGE"
lng pwede na....

15. "i need space..."
-- dun ka sa OUTER SPACE!

16. "Mahahanap mo rin ang para sa iyo. Good
luck na lang."
-- Umalis alis k nga sa harap ko at baka matiris
lng kita........ KUTO!!!

17. "We don't fit in together."
-- eh pano, maluwag na.......

18. "sorry kisses, di ka gusto ng mama ko"
-- hindi nman sya pakakasalan ko eh, and besides,
andami pang ibang nanay sa mundo!!

19. "Sorry, I just realized mas gusto ko sa babae"
-- tignan natin kung kanino mas masarap.....
pompyang gurl

20. "let's call it QUITS! "
-- QUITS mo mukha mo!

21. "Pupunta na ako sa America and I won't come
back. Don't follow me there, please."
-- kung ayaw mo masundan kita, sa IRAQ ka
magpunta.....

22. " Na Realize ko mahal ko pa pala Ex ko/ mas
mahal ko pala bestfriend ko"
-- Cnong Ex? May pumatol pa pala sayo?

23. " Masyado kang Bata "
-- Matrona pala ang gusto mo..... sabi ko n nga ba
eh......

24. " Kung talagang tayo kahit saang sulok ng
mundo magtatagpo tayo"
-- next tym we meet, sa burol mo n un or crime
scene of ur death perhaps

25. "it was not meant to be ... so honey i am
setting you free to look for your destiny"
-- u think i see u as my destiny too? dream
on..... playmate lng nman tyo di ba?

26. "our time together was beautiful ... but i
realized that there are still things i like to
discover
so ...."
-- Pucha, beautiful talaga kc nadiscover ko n
almost all kinds of gurls while we were
together.......

27. "you are too immature for me..."
-- MALAMANG, Matrona gus2 mo eh......

28. "It seems that we are not compatible with
each other."
-- nde nga, TAO ako, HAYUP ka!

29. "Tama na. Ayoko na. "
-- eh cnabi ko n yan kahapon eh..... "GAYA GAYA!!!"

30. " i've decided to move on with my life without
you... "
-- eh ikaw lng nman ayaw umalis s kinalalagyan mo
eh.........

31. "DI NA KITA MAHAL?"
-- "ANAK NAMP!!..... MAGTAGO KN SA SAYA NG NANAY
MO

hehehe ala lang....

2005-01-25T15:30:00.000-08:00

HAy buhay... ala lang... ala lang... kasi ala kami prof from 1-4... hay ang boring... tapos tumakbo pa ako papasok sa skul.... ala naman pala... ayun nagpagod lang ako sa kalalakad, at syempre kumain... un lang... maya cguro meron na kaming prof. andito pala ako sa library... nagblog lang.... heheheh.. un lang...... anyway...... yngat....

un lang pow.....

ala lang...

2005-01-24T15:28:00.000-08:00

OH! my....
Hehehe.... etong araw na ito ala akong masabi.... anyway kahapon nagpunta kaming mcdo kasama cla Cza,France at Queenie... kumain kami.... ang saya kanina naguunahang makarami sina queenie at fraz sa pagkain... si cza naman sobrang seryoso. at ako syempre kumain lang ng kumain.... anyway paguwi namin galing don about 6 na siguro ay nagusap ung 2.... kami namn ni queenie kwentuhan din... ala lang about life..... hehehe... bago pala ang lahat noon pagpunta namin sa bahay naglaro kami nila queenie na hulaan... galing no.... un lang.... ok tuloy... un umuwi sila mga bandang mag8 na cguro or 7:30.... hehehe...

ANY WAY DIPALA NAKASAMA Si Karen kasi kasama nya bf nya... hehehe
Tapos gumawa na ako ng project... tapos na tulog... tapos ala na..... hehehehe..

after 17...

2005-01-23T11:35:00.000-08:00

Hay! musta na...

Anyway katatapos lang ng birthday ko kahapon.... Masaya syang malungkot... Sa totoo lang maraming ngyari sa akin noong past few days na hindi ako nakablog.... Anyway kahapon ang moment ko.... 18 na ako at last... This time of changes made me more strong.... Kahapon up 2 3 ng umaga nagkasayahan kami... kumanta ng kumanta at lumaklak... hehehe... tanggera ba.... joke.... pero eto na ata ang masayang araw na nangyari sa akin kahit na halos mangiyakngiyak ako kagabi.... Marami akong dapat pasalamatan... Pamilya ko, kamaganak,

at mga taong nagmamahal sa akin at higit lahat kay God.... ngayon ang bagong simula ng lahat.... ang saya dahil talagang ang daming nagmamahal sa akin.... Wala na nga akong mahihiling pa dahil kahit dikami mayaman, mayaman naman kami sa mga kaibigan at pamilyang tunay na nagmamahal.... ito ang mga bagay na hindi mo maipagpapalit kahit sa anong bagay.... ang drama na nga..... tama na ito... anyway

Yang blue and pink pala ang baloon ko kahapon at 3 cake na galing sa mommy ko at sa bhaby ko.... ala lang..... childtren's party at modern debut sa gabi.... all jeans ata ang get up namin....

thank you sa mga tito ko na nagsayaw sa akin at sa mga kabarkada nila.....

LOVE YOU ALL..

THANK YOU SA ARAW NG JANUARY 22, 2005.... MOMENT 'to

Exam 2... sira

2005-01-18T12:47:00.000-08:00

Hay ngayong araw na ito ang sama nanaman...

Di naman sa test. dahil natapos naman ako agad... kundi natapilok ako... akalain mo nasira poise and take note namaga patalaga... ngyari ito doon sa may tapat ng kodak sa DAPITAN, buti na nga lang kamo kami lang ng mga friends ko ang nakakita pero ang sama talaga.. akyat, lakad baba pa kami sa library isipin mo 5th floor pa inakyat ko as if namamaga na... nangasar pa si karen don karama daw sa mga kalokohan ko yan tuloy away sila bf nya as karma sknya... kaya lang awa ako sa kanya... sana magbati na sila ng bf nya.... ayaw ko kasing mynagaaway na mga kaibigan ko... basta kasma ko cla kanina... ang saya nga paikotikot lang kami sa UST.... hehehe.. magrereview daw kami... DAW! pero ala naman kasi puro tsismisan kami.... heheheh.... ayan ngyon sa computer shop ako.... uwi na nga ako.... cge.... till next tym

third prophecy

2005-01-17T23:26:00.000-08:00

>SECRET OF FATIMA
>
>Is this of any relevance in the light of what
happened in Asia on the 26th
>of
>December?
>
>Independent of any creed or Religion, it is better to
be prepared and be
>in
>good terms with GOD, though we never know when we
will be leaving this
>world
>.... THE LAST SECRET OF FATIMA.
>
>The Church has given permission to reveal to the
people the last part of
>the message. The Blessed Virgin Appeared to three
children in Fatima,
>Portugal in 1917. This is a proven fact.
>
>One of these children is still alive, her name is
Lucia and she is a
>Recluse nun and lives in a European monastery. Lucia
disclosed the
>message
>for the first time to Pope Pio XXII, who after
reading it sealed and
>stored
>it away without making it public. Later John XXIII
read it and in the
>same
>manner as his predecessor, kept it out of public eye
because he knew that
>once revealed, it will bring desperation and panic to
the human kind.
>
>Now the time has come and permission has been granted
from Pope John Paul
>II
>to reveal it to the children of God in order not to
create panic, but to
>make people aware of this important message so
everybody can be prepared.
>The Virgin told Lucia: "Go my child and tell the
world what will come to
>pass during the years 1950-2005.
>
>Men are not practicing the commandments that our
Father has given us. Evil
>is governing the world and is harvesting hate and
resentment all over. Men
>will fabricate mortal weapons that destroy the world
in minutes and half
>of
>the human race will be destroyed.
>
>The war will begin against Rome and there will be
conflicts amongst
>religious orders. "God will allow all natural
phenomenons like smoke,
>hale,
>cold, water, fire, flood, earthquakes, winds and
inclement weather will
>slowly batter the planet. These things will come to
pass in the year
>2004.
>
>Those who do not believe, this is the time your
beloved mother tells you
>those lacking charity towards others and those who do
not love thy
>neighbour
>like my beloved Son has loved you all, cannot
survive. They will wish they
>had died. Millions are imaginable, they will come and
there is no doubt.
>Our Lord God will punish severely those who do not
believe in Him, those
>who
>despise Him and those who did not have time for Him.
I call upon all of
>you
>to come to my son Jesus Christ. God helps the world
but all of those who
>do
>not show fidelity and loyalty will be destroyed.
>
>Father Agustin who lives in Fatima said that Pope
Paul VI gave him
>permission to visit Sister Lucia who is a recluse nun
(she does not leave
>the monastery nor allowed to receive any visitors).
Father Agustin said
>that she was greatly overwhelmed to receive him and
told him:
>
>"Father, our Lady is very sad because nobody is
interested in her
>prophecy
>of 1917, though the righteous are walking through a
narrow path, the evil
>ones are walking through an ample road that is
leading them straight to
>their destruction. Believe me father, the punishment
will come very soon.
>Many souls will be lost, many nations will disappear
from the earth, but
>in
>the middle of all these, if men reflect, pray and
practice good deeds, the
>world can be saved. On all of these, if men persist
with its evil, the
>world
>will be lost forever.
>The time has come for all to pass on the message of
our Blessed Lady to
>their families, friends and to the entire world.
Start praying to make
>penitence and catastrophes are near. Due to this,
many who were far from
>the
>church will return to the open arms of the Catholic
Church. England,
>Russia,
>China,the Jews and Protestants, all will return
believing and Worshipping
>God our Creator, in his beloved son and in our
Blessed Mother Virgin Mary
>
>"WHAT AWAITS US?
>
>Everywhere there will be "Peace Talks" but
punishments will come.
>A MAN IN A VERY IMPORTANT POSITION WILL BE
ASSASSINATED AND THIS WILL
>PROVOKE THE WAR.
>A POWERFUL ARMY WILL DOMINATE ALL THROUGH EUROPE AND
THE NUCLEAR WAR WILL
>COMMENCE.
>
>This war will destroy everything. Darkness will fall
over us. For 72
>hours
>(three days) and the one third of humanity that
survives this obscurity
>and
>sacrifice will commence to live a new era, they will
be good people. In a
>very cold night, 10 minutes before midnight, A GREAT
QUAKE will shake the
>earth for 8 hours. This will be the third Signal that
God is who governs
>the
>earth. The righteous and those who propagate the
faith and the message
>the
>Lady of Fatima SHOULD NOT FEAR, DO NOT BE AFRAID.
>
>WHAT TO DO?????
>Bow your heads kneel down and ask God for forgiveness
because only what is
>good and is not under the power of evil will survive
the catastrophe. In
>order for you to prepare and remain alive I will
give you the following
>signs: ANGUISH .......... AND IN A SHORT PERIOD THE
EARTHQUAKE WILL
>COMMENCE ..... THE EARTH WILL SHAKE .....
>
>The shake will be so violent that it will move the
earth 23 degrees then
>return to its normal position.
>Then total and absolute darkness will cover the
entire planet .....All
>evil
>spirits will be mingling around and free, doing harm
to all those souls
>that
>did not want to listen to this message and those who
did not want to
>repent.
>
>To the faithful souls, remember to light the blessed
candles. Prepare a
>Sacred altar with a crucifix in order to communicate
with GOD and implore
>for his infinite mercy.... All will be dark;
>
>IN THE SKY A GREAT MYSTIC CROSS will appear to remind
us the price that
>his
>beloved Son had to pay for our Redemption . In the
house the only thing
>that
>can give light will be the HOLY CANDLES. Once lit
nothing will put them
>off
>until the three days of darkness are over. Also you
should have Holy Water
>that should be sprinkled abundantly on windows and
doors. The Lord will
>protect the property of the chosen ones. Kneel down
before the powerful
>cross of my Beloved son, pray the Rosary and after
each Hail Mary, you
>must
>pray the following "Oh God forgive us our sins,
preserve us from the
>fire
>of hell, take all souls into Heaven, especially those
who are in more
>need
>of thy mercy.
>
>Blessed Virgin Mary, protect us, we love you, save
us and save the
>world.
>
>"Pray 5 Creeds and the rosary which is the secret to
my Immaculate
>Heart.
>All those who believe in my words, go and take the
message to everyone. DO
>NOT FEAR FEAR NOTHING is time, those who keep quiet
will be Responsible
>for
>all those souls who will perish in ignorance. All
those who pray humbly
>the
>Rosary will have the protection of Heaven and those
who are bound to die,
>I
>will help them die in peace and they will be Holy
when they enter the
>other
>world, I wish all my children to attend mass every
first Friday and every
>first Saturday of each month to confess and receive
Holy Communion and in
>doing so, save the world from TOTAL DESTRUCTION ....
>
>WHEN the earth shakes no more, those who still will
not believe in our
>Lord
>will perish in a horrible way. The wind will bring
gas and it will
>disperse
>everywhere then the sun will rise. May be you will
survive this
>catastrophe.
>
>Do not forget that God's punishment is Holy and ONCE
IT HAS STARTED YOU
>SHOULD NOT LOOK OUTSIDE, UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCE, GOD
DOES NOT WANT ANY OF
>HIS CHILDREN TO SEE WHEN HE PUNISHES THE SINNERS .
All this encompasses
>with the writings of the Holy Scriptures ... Read in
the New Testament
>Lucas 21-5; 121, 12:19, 20: 20, 29:33 Letters of St.
Paul 3-8-14 Isaiah
>40,
>1:5:9 You must understand that God allows all these
to happen.
>
>The Pope and Bishops are now awaiting another message
that speaks about
>repentance and prayer.
>Remember that God's words are not a threat, but good
news.
>
>Please reproduce these pages and send them to all the
people that you know
>so we all can have the opportunity to repent and be
saved. We do not know
>if
>those receiving this message believe or not in GOD,
but think, there is a
>reason for receiving this message! May be, the
Creator is giving us the
>chance to be saved, no matter what religion or Creed.

>
>If you do not believe in this message at least send
it to others, it will
>cost you nothing. To all those receiving it, they can
have the opportunity
>to judge for themselves. Remember, we can avoid a
great deal if we
>practice
>the 10 Commandments that Our Father God has left us.
They are just 10
>simple
>things that if we put into practice, we can obtain
God's pardon.
>Jesus in you I trust. Our Lady of Guadalupe.
>
>Did you know that Vasula Ryden said something about
the towers in NY last
>September 11, 1991? Christina Gallagher also
said something last
>September 11, 1999? Something to the effect that
America will be
>destroyed
>if they do not turn to Prayers. And do you remember
the fluvial Marian
>procession spearheaded by Filipinos, the group of
June Keithley, Lydia
>Sison, etc. and participated in by many countries was
held in NY also last
>September 11, 1999 for the Lady of all Nations?
>
>They are asking for Prayers, more Prayers, More
Rosaries - because for
>one
>thing accordingly, because of the uncertainty of the
times and fear for
>the
>worse due to the war more women (esp in NY) are
resorting to abortion and
>they are being Helped or encouraged even more.
Despite the prevalence
>already before, now it has increased due to panic.
>
>We are asked to pray unceasingly for them all. Also,
this prayer to Our
>Lady
>of Guadalupe is very fitting. After all, she is the
patroness of America
>and also of Pro-life. This is a beautiful prayer.
Please do not break
>this
>chain... it is miraculous.
>
>for something! Letter to the Virgin of Guadalupe
"Beautiful Virgin of
>Guadalupe, I ask you on behalf of all my brothers and
sisters of the
>world
>that you bless us and protect us. Give us proof of
your love and kindness
>and please receive our prayers. Oh pure Virgin of
Guadalupe, give me,
>through your Son, forgiveness for my sins, blessings
for my job, cure for
>my diseases and needs, and all that you deem
necessary, I ask for my
>family
>and my country. Oh Saint Mother of God, do not
disdain the pleas we
>present to you in our needs.
>
>"Dear Brothers and sisters, I want to impart to you
the presence of the
>Virgin of Guadalupe. And that she is miraculous and
is always with us
>wherever we go. This letter has the objective to go
around the world to
>receive miracles with this beautiful chain. Try to
make 19 copies and
>share
>it during the following ten days and in return you
will receive a proof
>from the Virgin no matter how impossible it is.
>
>THIS LETTER IS SACRED, if you receive it and share it
before ten days, you
>will have a surprise and a great joy.
>

Monday.. Exam

2005-01-17T11:00:00.000-08:00

I sus.... exam na naman namin.
Anyway sa ngayon tapos na ang major namin.. pero parang AKO ang TAPOS... hehehe... ang hirap ng exam... kasi ung notes na dapat inaral ko ei, eala sa lecture ko... alam nyo ba kung bakit? kasi wala ako ng araw na un in short ABSENT... hay!!! buhay... ang malas naman talaga ng day ko... kailan kaya gaganda ito.... ewan ko ba, ngayong malapit na ang b-day ko saka naman ako ito minamalas... Kailan kaya darating ang swerte ko. anyway mag 18 na ako sa 22.... hahaha..... un lang.... cge maya ulit....